playing hse?? will i quake???

goodness... juz checked mail... need to fin mem my dear script by tml... erps i cant even rem the things i just studied n i hav to mem my script???

haiz but no choice lahz....

smilez hopefully i can enjoy nice nice secret recipe cakes tml! provided i hav time to go buy... if playhse ends late den.... n i've to rush home to cook.... tink hor those working mothers really bu4 rong2 yi4 dang1

anw, had my pbl yest, n was informed by this new tutor tt my first tutor (the one v v crazy cos he gave us lotsa learning issues, but well apparently he has gd intentions n he showed to b a surgeon tt knows almost EVERYTHING... erps not like some we had last yr tt tried to smoke ard) went to PAKISTAN! to aid in the earthquake.... WOW!

Really respect him for his courage n kindness! This was the type of doctor i'd set out to be... someone who's very proficient in his work, able to make use of his knowledge to save thousands of lives, willing to go the extra mile to help patients, etc... u noe, really smart n nice n helpful. I want to be like tt... but it seems "want" n "can do" is really miles apart.

it lead me to ask myself, if the occasion arises, will I be so decisive and ready to go into a quake-stricken area, fearless n full of purpose? (n yes... he's married) I don't think i can be that decisive (well, assuming i really become v smart overnite n manage to bcome a great doctor), esp when there's still aftershocks... yup cos i dun wanna leave my family behind... for a trip tt does not promise a full safe return, will I be daring enough to take a gamble?

cant help thinking y there are so many considerations in life... but yes, if i m sure i will b able to return in one piece, albeit getting injured or wat in the process, i'd stand up n shout, " I wanna HELP!"

for i know, if i didnt, there will b many more ppl suffering... ... ...



n yup tt doctor's my inspiration now!!! thank him for this wonderful lesson!!!


so mug on...