Crushed

Dunno y but tink tt i'm STUPID. haiz everything seems crashing down, my brain feels like its coming off, can feel facts n figures seeping out through my skull as though it is a fully permeable membrane.

Cycle after cycle... Anw, beginning to snap at ppl ard me... guess its the permeable membrane... losing control, losing focus... a point of saturation.

hate it when some ppl tell u they don't rem a thing, YET when u ask them they rattle off things from everywhere under the sun... even the sml print in the BOOKS (when i only have time for lecture notes) n YET they tell u they dun rem n YET they r worst off den u.

inching towards DOOM every second, yet it may well be a RELEASE / RELIEF... but is it really a relief?

I must be stupid... ... ...

Changes abound. Changes every moment. i meant SHOCKING changes. Poof, without warning, it just comes, n changes a large part of ur life... well i said SHOCKING.... not sure whether its a bad change, but definitely it cant be good.... ...

I must be stupid... ... ... ...

stupid...

But i hope n hope n hope

I NOT.

long time no blog...

hmph... very tired... but long time no blog!!! decided not to let mould grow... so typing this as i'm watching my tv!!!! haha just reached home but must cool down before bathing wat... hahahaha just back from watching the singapore hits award!!!

Cool! got 2c lotsa stars!!! hahaha it was damn last minute, but guess it was a good impromptu experience!!!

hmmm actually got lotsa things to say... but cant really consolidate my thoughts yet, hope i can finally put em down all asap... lotsa tots... but ya noe tots r tots.... it just comes anywhere anytime, n if u cant find a suitable place to write it out it just dissolves hahahaha n depend on how u retain those things!!!

hiak hiak me very tired... haiz had earlier been a bad day.... HATE MICROBIOLOGY!!! eh immuno was better but erhmz still not good lah.... hope i really can pass.... haiz only today den i noe 30 to 40% will fail every yr in the CA one.... chamz lah i hope i dun bcome another statistic... but i really cant study any longer liaoz.... eeeeeee

anw watching tv liaoz hahahaha nxt timne blog again lahz

cya!