SIanz

If u all no time pls dun read lahz.... i need to fa xie

today really a stupid day

i really very angry.

today no lesson for everyone, but cos our problem based learning (PBL) tutor had previously shifted our PBL session to today, at CGH, we're the only ones who hav lesson. Alot of them din really felt like gg for the lesson, but they nvr say anything before today.just the usual ramblings of "har no lesson oso muz go" or "CGH so far away" etc Total got 12 ppl.

today's lesson suppose to b 3.30pm. my grp rep sms all at noon to check the attendance (cos the previous time only 3 ppl turned up cos the nxt nxt day got CA). To my horror, only got 3 ppl gg. Me, my grp rep n another one stayin near CGH. k so now the problem of whether to just go or at least inform the doctor of wats happening. So i told my grp rep juz inform the doctor, at least he wont get a shock n at least if possible to postpone to a date when everyone can turn up. I tot this was basic courtesy. u noe wat i mean?

Then grp rep told me it was postponed.

Then nxt i was informed tt the doctor wanted all of us to give a reason y we did not turn up.

nxt, dean's office called the group rep n said we were suppose to see the 2 VICE DEANS on the first day of sch nxt sem, after the CAs.

It barely happened within 3 hrs. That shows the gravity of the situation. The Dean's office had nvr worked with such efficiency.

My fren told me it was sha1 yi1 jing3 bai3.

Now my mama is nagging again. she doesnt understand the situation. she said in chinese "even if the grp rep tell u only got 3 ppl u still turn up! at least the doctor know u the good student." eh turn up n kena marked? kena scolded? turn up when u were told it was postponed by the grp rep, like all previous incidents???

i dunno wat this means, but i noe, if i'm marked for wateva, say specialisations courses or during Viva, i will RETALIATE. if my future is affected, i will RETALIATE. if i ever get a warning letter, i will RETALIATE.

Just wanna be a simple student n graduate to be a good doctor. Hope everything is fine.
I may be fine with anything. But this time i am really angry. How can many of these ppl in my batch be GOOD DOCTORS with their bad attitude n appalling behaviour??? Here i am trying to scrimp and save to see myself thru medical sch but there they are spoiling everything for me.... .... these brats... SPOILT BRATS. how can i ever trust to refer my patients to them???

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