Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Crushed

Dunno y but tink tt i'm STUPID. haiz everything seems crashing down, my brain feels like its coming off, can feel facts n figures seeping out through my skull as though it is a fully permeable membrane.

Cycle after cycle... Anw, beginning to snap at ppl ard me... guess its the permeable membrane... losing control, losing focus... a point of saturation.

hate it when some ppl tell u they don't rem a thing, YET when u ask them they rattle off things from everywhere under the sun... even the sml print in the BOOKS (when i only have time for lecture notes) n YET they tell u they dun rem n YET they r worst off den u.

inching towards DOOM every second, yet it may well be a RELEASE / RELIEF... but is it really a relief?

I must be stupid... ... ...

Changes abound. Changes every moment. i meant SHOCKING changes. Poof, without warning, it just comes, n changes a large part of ur life... well i said SHOCKING.... not sure whether its a bad change, but definitely it cant be good.... ...

I must be stupid... ... ... ...

stupid...

But i hope n hope n hope

I NOT.

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