How nice would it be if one could stop time now.
How wonderful would it be if i could stay as sharp, if not sharper than before.
How good things would be if things are less regimental.
How perfect would it be if i am not sucked by the seemingly endless work and deviate from Him.
HOW.
Yet we forget that each day, every second, no matter how little (or "not enough") it may seem, is a mercy from the all-Loving One.
AND its really weird how each of us waste these precious seconds unknowingly, only to regret much later.
HOW...
STUCK seems to be the word that is jarringly sticking out now.
HOW... ...
And yes, God is definitely training me how to be not ashamed to ask for help, how to learn to trust Him and rely on Him.
HOW?